One of them...

Holy crap! I have become one of them...meaning that I have become one of those self-absorbed, uber-bitches that over-populate the suburbs!

Last Wednesday, I took Brandon to his first day of the summer bowling league. We showed up 40 minutes early (as we were asked to come at least 30 minutes early on the first day). We signed in and Brandon easily got his shoes and a ball. He sat patiently for the games to start.

There was a huge rush of people at about 10 minutes till noon (when the games where supposed to start). This delayed everyone and there was a crush at the remaining "light" balls area. I sat smugly as I watched them all scramble for a ball and shoes, glad that I came early for once.

Then - out of no where - an employee came up and took my son's ball! I was pissed! I confronted her and told her that ball was taken. She explained that another woman needed it for her child and there was a second "orange ball" available at our lane - we would need to share.

Then it happened! Out of my mouth - without censor and a bit of a self-important snarl - came:

"Well, we came early to ensure that we would get the right ball. Maybe that mother should have done the same."

I still can't believe I said that! I am not that kind of person...honest! Is this what happens if you stay at home too long? Wow...

I guess I have grown weary of being stepped on. I guess I have finally learned to stand up for myself and my children when I feel we are being wronged. But at what price?

I think I need a vacation!

(Oh - Brandon did well by the way. His first game was a bit of a disaster - 73- but he snapped back in the second game and bowled a 138! He had 4 spares in a row. He has been waiting forever to start his league. I'm glad he has something to look forward too once a week now.)